I wanna kill the drumming in my head. I've got an awful migraine which makes me feel like squishing my head.Counseling was a waste of time. No surprises.
We were halfway on the road to SA before they decided to turn around and insist on giving me more time to think it through, think twice about pulling out of school, out of stinkin' JC.
GAWDDAMNIT, I was thisssssssssss close to being free from that hellhole.
Yeah and here comes the negotiations, deals and compromises,
"Okay. Look. Complete A's with top grades and I'll send you for overseas education. Out of Singapore, what you want."
It's gonna be one fluffing huge bleeding risk if I stay in JC, cause if I fail, you'll see me sweeping the streets of SG with my A level cert. (If they even give me a cert for failing that is.)
Damnit, overseas education... It's something I don't mind working my ass off for. To get out of Singapore for a few years is like my freakin dream. It's something worthy to work towards to. At least I can dream of Yale and Princeton. (While vehemently ignoring the 0.000000000001% chance of being admitted.)
Cause you see, unattainable dreams are the best kind. (:
Darn post facial treatment never fails to make my already deformed face more unsightly.
PFFFFFFFT!
"I gotta take a chance tonight
So I'm doing me, myself
& I Can wait no more
Sitting all alone
Man, I really hope
Hope you forgive me"
- Leona Lewis, Forgive Me
So I'm doing me, myself
& I Can wait no more
Sitting all alone
Man, I really hope
Hope you forgive me"
- Leona Lewis, Forgive Me
you know you LOVE me (:
XOXO
♥