Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
& all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
Wanting more from me
& all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
HELLO, I WASTED MY ENTIRE SATURDAY. I am sickened by my laziness.
AND.
I AM EMO.
My period must be coming. I am having extreme mood swings, I feel like crying every 10 minutes.
I am too freakin messed up right now to study for Block test.
YOU KNOW WHAT! HECK BLOCK TEST. REALLY HECK IT. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
What is the point!? How far can I get with such a meager pathetic amount of revision? Oh, big deal Fion, you think one Math worksheet is gonna pull you through Math Block test eh? For Chrissake, you didn't even do it yourself. I'm lying to myself, I really am, telling myself I did a lot when I've actually done... NOTHING.
I'll never wake up. Everyone else is mugging their asses off and I'm here still... ... doing shit. My results are crappy and I bet I'm the only one sucking. Don't even mention NUS, I think SMU is gonna be a problem for me now.
I want to go to poly, rot there, be with fellow delinquents and party all day. That's where I belong. I don't belong in stupid JC. I'm not study material. Just look at me! NO BRAINS AND NO MOTIVATION. I am the perfect epitome of stupidity.
you know you LOVE me (:
XOXO
♥