self inflicted.

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don't care if i lose,

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

you know only what I want you to know.

I must not cry myself
to sleep at night
or wake up screaming
because of haunted dreams

I must not hide myself from
life and prying eyes that
judge your worth as a person
upon the shine of your smile

I must not scream so loud it's silent
or throw things against my
bedroom walls

I must not kick and scream
and punch things that no one else can see

I must not drown myself
in the brown bagged bottle
in the hopes that i will forget
or tie the rope around my neck
and pray i find the courage to
pull it tighter

- *AngelsDemise, Deviantart

you know you LOVE me (:
XOXO
♥

baby you're the weaponi choose