It makes you do extreme stuff like... major ponnage time.
When O levels were nearing, the back row pulled some extreme ponning stunt. Those were the good ol' days.
Well, I'm declaring tomorrow and the day after... holiday. Hello to self proclaimed holidays once again. I pray no authorities find my blog this time round. Their meddling will only serve to do more harm to my studies. Really.
For now, all I can do is bum around and let panic hit me once in a while. Waiting patiently for motivation to strike. Waiting. Waiting. Waiting.
Thank gawd it's early in the year and I still have time for shit like this.
I need some time to recover. I don't know how long. I don't know when.
I need drive, something to ignite a spark to get the engine going.
I need help before the next tide comes in and drown me.
I'm thinking retail therapy but it doesn't seem to be working.
I'm thinking... I can't think of anything anymore. I'm out of ideas and I'm running low on fuel.
Pep talk's only temporary, along with the booze and cigarettes. Expectations? Responsibilities? Dreams?
Tell me, what else is there to feed on?
"It's been so long
That I haven't seen your face
Tryin' to be strong
But the strength I have is washing away"
- Akon, Right Now (Na Na Na)
That I haven't seen your face
Tryin' to be strong
But the strength I have is washing away"
- Akon, Right Now (Na Na Na)
you know you LOVE me (:
XOXO
♥