Erratic mood swings. Checked.
Chocolate cravings. Checked.
Weight gain. Checked.
SEVERE PMS. CHECKED. CHECKED. CHECKED.
Upcoming labor day holiday is the only thing that's keeping me going.
I've been down and I don't know why.
IDK IDK IDK but one thing's for sure, it's driving me nuts. I'm bouncing off the walls. Insomnia's back. I'm afraid of waking up. I'm afraid of sleeping. I want to grow up. I want to get out.
I've got so many thoughts running through this head.
I find myself stopping halfway and staring into space so many many times in a day. I don't know why.
Bullet hole is still there.
I need to find my happy pill. It's lying around somewhere, I'm sure.
"I was lonely only I didn't know it
I was so sad only I didn't show it
You came like the sun breaking through the clouds
& I found you're what I couldn't live without"
- Paris Hilton, Heartbeat
I was so sad only I didn't show it
You came like the sun breaking through the clouds
& I found you're what I couldn't live without"
- Paris Hilton, Heartbeat
you know you LOVE me (:
XOXO
♥